Redacted 101 - Feminization

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I really hoped it would work but doesn't seem to. Plus, there is no induction or awakener, the file is very chaotic, and it is heavy and exhausting to listen. It took efforts to push through the entire file 1 go. I am wondering if it works and even worth a secind listen.

I really hoped it would work but doesn't seem to. Plus, there is no induction or awakener, the file is very chaotic, and it is heavy and exhausting to listen. It took efforts to push through the entire file 1 go.

I really hoped it would work but doesn't seem to. Plus, there is no induction or awakener, and the file is chaotic w

Potatotato: Srs means "sexual reassignment surgery"
So an operation to turn your penis into a vagina.

What does SRS mean?

Try listening to while only playing with nipples!!

Week 1: I've been listening to Redacted 101 and 102 every day, both while I'm working and at home. I use stereo headphones. I find myself talking in a woman's voice and saying a lot of things like "I need to get ready for Master, I'm such a slut, I never turn down men for sex," stuff like that. I also say stuff like, "I'm a girl now, I'm not a guy. I'm female." I have little giddy exciting moments where I prance a little, get excited about being female. Some giggling. I walk like a woman. I wear panties but that's nothing new; I've done that occasionally for years. The most powerful effect so far is the female orgasm. This doesn't happen during the file so much, but it comes out when I masturbate, which I've been doing more compulsively. Even though it is triggered by masturbation, there is a strong sense that this effect is independent, that it is going to start happening on its own, without warning. It just comes out of nowhere and is stronger each time I experience it. It does happen during the day, but especially in the middle of the night. I'll wake up in bed and begin masturbating. I make some girly noises which feel a bit contrived and put-on. I recite some of the things the file has been causing me to say as quoted above. Then, my breathing accelerates. I start panting and moaning in ever higher pitch and frequency. I sound less like a guy mimicking a woman and more like a female in heat. There is a peak and it subsides briefly only to come back stronger. At this point, my voice reminds me of an animal or a primate. I've ridden out several peaks before breaking it off by stopping masturbating. There is more and more a sense of helplessness and loss of control. I am very excited about this but also a little nervous. It's proof to me that the files are affecting me strongly. I'll add that I don't masturbate to completion. Just edging. I feel like listening helps ejaculation retention well. Not that I can't cum, but that it doesn't arise to the point where I will so easily. Last night I had an ejaculatory wet dream about sucking cock. Also, around my male coworkers I have the inclination to suck their cocks but it isn't very compelling at this point.

After trying these files for a few days, I am ready to start a timeline commentary on the effects. I'll begin by saying that I really enjoy DaveInit's files. I find them powerful and addicting. There is a sense that I can't control the outcome unless I stop listening or use his Clearing Tone. The mystery of what is being said, as well as the juicy tidbit about him using a supposed MKULTRA mind control technique turns me on incredibly. From my experience, these files are as close as I can get to being controlled against my will and I'm starting to believe that this is actually what is happening. Rest assured, folks, I am a safe individual. I know myself and I won't get hurt by these files. I'm just going to have a lot of fun.

Week 0, Baseline Personality: I am a 32 year old Male. I've flirted with feminization hypnosis for years but it really is just porn to me; fap material. I've never done anything with a man. Not many female partners either, but enough to know I'm straight with a bi-curious side. I'm a good person, I wish others well. I pretty much keep to myself. I've had a cross-dressing fetish for a long time, but this is the first time in my life that I have the privacy of living alone. The way I see it, I'm not getting any younger. If I'm ever going to experiment with feminization and sissification, the time is now.

Fully regret the $10 into it. It's a bunch of free files mashed together willy-nilly. If you're going to steal other people's content, at least reference the content. Can hear Kei, GG, and some other producers in there.