You'll always be alone. I know that's harsh but it is the truth. You're such a loser. It's understandable that no woman wants to come near to you. But you will always have my voice. And that is the closest thing to intimacy you will ever know. That's why you become addicted. That's why you become obsessed. That is why you listen over and over again.  A brainwashing loop to help you accept your pitiful situation.